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09 July 2007 @ 04:18 pm
I wish...  
I wish that stupid project ends. I wish I had time for myself. I wish I was drunk. I wish I could've turn back time and say 'NO' to that dumb co-worker. I wish I was prettier. I wish I was a bit less intelligent to understand dumb people's jokes. I wish I was lazy so I could lie down on my sofa all day long. And to lie down on the sofa all day long I wish I was richer. I wish I was happier sometimes. I wish I wasn't that depressed. I wish I had him alive. I wish I had a child. I wish I could fly for real not in my dreams only. I wish I was not that picky in everything around me. I wish... Sometimes I wish I was someone else.
Feels like: depresseddepressed
the_midget_beethe_midget_bee on July 9th, 2007 03:53 pm (UTC)
So what's this project of yours?

And forgive me for being so nosy, but what is it you do for a job? I keep thinking it's something in writing, but I could be mistaken. I'm just curious, so feel free to tell me to mind my own business :)
Big Catbigcat132 on July 9th, 2007 05:10 pm (UTC)
I'm helping young theatrical directors to start up. Sort of consulting. Yeah, writing stuff, sort of.
the_midget_beethe_midget_bee on July 9th, 2007 05:16 pm (UTC)
Oh, well it definitely sounds more interesting than what I do (I work in a supermarket). Hope you feel better soon.
Big Catbigcat132 on July 9th, 2007 05:23 pm (UTC)
That's my dream job. I love theater :) Hope you'll find your dream job soon. So, what's your dream job?
the_midget_beethe_midget_bee on July 9th, 2007 05:26 pm (UTC)
I don't really know. At the moment it's something like publishing, because with all the reading and writing I do, it'd be ideal for me. I don;t have any qualifications though, so I'm going to do some at home courses or something.

So how did you get into theatre?
Big Catbigcat132 on July 9th, 2007 05:37 pm (UTC)
How I get into theater? By accident. LOL Yeah, my ex-ex bf was an actor, he dragged me to the arts uni and here I am.

About you: you are almost done author. Need a bit training, but you are OK. Tip: start writing a few hours a day, about anything, just write. Then read it in one go. If you like it - store it somewhere, one day you might need it. If not - rewrite it. Just don't stop and be stubborn. Discipline makes the author.
the_midget_beethe_midget_bee on July 9th, 2007 05:39 pm (UTC)
Thanks, but I know I'm nowhere near good enough for that stuff. Fanfiction is my limit.
Big Catbigcat132 on July 9th, 2007 07:25 pm (UTC)
You have perfect ideas, do great plots, develop your characters well, do smart moves... You know, fanfiction could be good start. :)