Men are so bad these days. They don't deserve us. We are so much more smarter, so much more nice. We don't argue just for fun, we know what we want most of the time and we know what to do. But damn! We have to ask if they would agree...? Because they are those who 'have to decide'? Who said it? That's bullshit and everyone knows I'm right. Those days are so much in past. They 'goody polite obeying wives' found jobs, they make career, they make money and they want to be appreciated.
Damn! Who does that idiot think he is?
This year had taken so much from me and it isn't STILL OVER! What does God want so much from me? What have I done to him? Why does he hate me? All people I cared most are dead.
And why do I have to know this when she's been buried? SHIT! SHIIIIIIIIT!
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What world do you live in? (PICTURES)
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But I'll beat you, hunger!!!
I will succeed!
No matter what!
If it wasn't so much raining I wouldn't be so bored. I need a drink. BIG one! And a cigarette...
Damn, I'm poisoning myself! But what the hell, everyone dies...
Two more days! Just wait for two more days...
Well, it started... umm... I know everything starts somehow... but I was born with that insomnia. My mother use to say she felt me kicking her inside late in the night, not letting her sleep as well. Well, what could I do...? My dad is just the same. He can't sleep at all. He's been visiting any existing sleep disorder specialist, dragging me along with him. That's it folks, DNA...
So, I can't sleep. Not that I haven't used to it. But it's rather annoying. That's why I spent so much time on-line. And post, post, post all the way... And read on FF.
So, here we come to that point... Well, I've edit the story and sent it to my beta. I hope he will be satisfied this time. I'm so happy to have him. He really criticizes. That's so good. At least for me. Once a teacher of mine had told me: 'If no one criticizes your work, then something wrong is happening around.'
And... that's it.
OK, I'm back home and first thing that happens is that one guy on MySpace annoying me.
Read what he sais:
Me - sending you messages!?! You, stupid shit!
Here's where I told him to get lost. But... what a nerve!
Oh, really? Really?
I know what you want, m*r f*r. I was not born yesterday. You want someone to huuuug you? And to remove your teeeears and tell you 'oh, sweeeeety, everything will be oooookey' and then give you all the money they have? No way!
Go back to your country, stupid and stop annoying me. I sent you the link to UNHCR. So, fuck off!
Aaarrggghhhh! Some people should be buried alive! Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!
2. Well, this day was a total waste of make-up.
3. Well, aren't we a ray of sunshine?
4. Don't bother me; I'm living happily ever after.
5. Do I look like a people person?
6. This isn't an office. It's hell with fluorescent lighting.
7. I started out with nothing and I still have most of it left.
8. Therapy is expensive. Popping bubble wrap is cheap. You choose.
9. Why don't you try practicing random acts of intelligence and senseless acts of self-control?
10. I'm not crazy. I've been in a very bad mood for 30 years.
11. Sarcasm is just one more service I offer.
12. Do they ever shut up on your planet?
13. I'm not your type: I'm not inflatable.
14. Stress is when you wake up screaming and you realize haven't gone to sleep yet!
15. Back off!! You're standing in my aura.
16. Don't worry. I forgot your name too.
17. I work 45 hours a week to be this poor.
18. Not all men are annoying. Some are dead.
19. Wait. I'm trying to imagine you with a personality.
20. Chaos, panic and disorder ... my work here is done.
21. Ambivalent? Well, yes and no.
22. You look like crap. Is that the style now?
23. Earth is full. Go home.
24. Aw, did I step on your poor little itty bitty ego?
25. I'm not tense, just terribly, terribly alert.
26. A hard-on doesn't count as personal growth.
27. You are depriving some village of an idiot.
28. If buttholes could fly, this place would be an airport.
29. Look deeply into my eyes ... Do you see one ounce of give-a-crap?
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Which Action Hero Would You Be? v. 2.0
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The internet connection here in the mansion is better than at home. YEY! Paolo looks at us with amusement. We are ALL on-line. Oh, gees. We are so much addicted to internet! LOL
And I could upload some things I've made in my Random Experiments journal in bigcat132a
I know they are not the best, but what the hell. I'm not a Photoshop goddess.
OK, that's it. I'll probably post laters, if am not too busy. LOL
OK, I understand, some LJ sociaties violate the law, by releasing stuff about child porn and such (which I highly disapprove), I personally think they have to die and go directly to HELL!
But what does it mean? That LJ staff has the right to enter into my own space here on LJ... MY LIVEJOURNAL HOUSE?!? Touching my stuff, asking: 'What is that?' 'Why is this thing here?' 'Why do you have Playboy journals in your wardrobe (if I HAD any)?'
This is too much and I don't like it. I hate someone messing with my stuff, I don't agree when someone asks me: 'Why did you write it this way? It looks like this woman/man/creature is in a weird situation, in sort of similarity with a child in abuse.
OK, if I ever write such thing (wilfully) I would better kill myself. Writing these stuff, violating the humanity code is BAD and I would always fight with it.
But... entering into my LJ space without permission? Revising my stuff?
WHAT? WHAT? WHAT?
How dare you?!?
If they think they have the right to mess into my life (journal), I would sue them for violating my personal space. Even if I'm a member of a FREE web-site, which gives SPACE for those who wants to joyn. (and making a lot of money by advertisements I see every day on my journal page). Let me ask you something, dear friends:
Do YOU have the right to put advertisements on my LJ page? They slow my internet connection, they bug my PC, they irritate my eyes... So, the other question I want to ask is: what about these adverts? Don't they violate my own human space? What if I don't want to see them any more? What would you do, people?
I have other question: Who is guilty - the LJ societies that allow child porn things on their pages or those who read them (and POST SUCH CRAP)? Why don't the society owner/creator/developer do something? OK, LJ people, Warn them, tell them NOT to accept such materials, but... CLOSING a society? An ENTIRE society? This looks some sort of... Nazis practice. Don't you think so?
They don't have the right to violate into my space. And I don't have the right to violate into other people's spaces.
It's ridiculous. They violate my freedom. I will not accept this. EVER!
So, if I write something LJ auditors wouldn't 'like', such a fiction creation, involving mother slapping her child for being naughty... what would you do? Close my account? Get rid of me? How?
I've been browsing through several friends journals recently. Do you know what they do? THEY CREATE SUPPORTIVE LJ ACCOUNTS in case someone thinks their writings are been violating LJ's LAW!!!!
People, wake up! When this fear appeared? What happens? Am I in the middle ages? Hello!
I want answers. And I want them NOW!
I summon LJ's owners to answer! You have to know what you were doing, so you have to answer for your actions.
You have been busted, now you have to explain why you did it!
I don't want to live in fear!!!
Now, I just wanted to create a story with as much information as possible in the shortest form. Hmm... hmmm..... I'm not good in short stories. Some people are good in short writing, I'm not. So, I hope I'll find time (and will) to edit it, though I really doubt if I ever want to post it on FF.
Really, I hate this story. But it's my baby, I created it and I have to take care of it. Though I totaly hate it.
And, damn, it still has no title. Let me see... let me see... what's the best title for a short pathetic May 25th crap? I have no f**g idea.
And... I have transferred some of my creative experiments in my other LJ I use for my works only. I've been counting my entries and they are... hmmm.... much. And because I use this journal as sort of diary, it would be better to use it for that purpose only.
And if anyone care (which I doubt), I don't have huge ego. I just like everything to follow its strict order.
Firstly, he's using that fucking net language that pisses me off, cos I DON'T UNDERSTAND most of it. Shit! How I am supposed to know everything.
Secondly, that idiot pretends he knows more than me and said such craps... You, sucker, look at wikipedia.org. Consult first, then talk, m***r f***r!
Thirdly, when I told him he wasn't right (insulting another member of the forum) he got angry,saying: 'What the fuck is that?' (not in the same words) Continued by 'I'm not a fucking child'. I answered: 'Sure, you aren't. But if you stop acting as one, then it will show up.'
Shit! Those people, acting absolutely polite in public (in real life) act as complete idiots on the net. Now, I'm so confused. Really, I've always been myself. Yeah, I know people act stupid on the web, but... I can't use to it. I can't! I'm too polite and expect the same from others. That's stupid, I have to answer the way I could (tears shed, blood all over the place), but I can't. Damn, I wish I was a stupid immature jerk sometimes...
|You Are 92% Lady|
No doubt about it, you are a lady with impeccable etiquette
You know how to put others at ease, even if their manners aren't the greatest.
|Your Brain's Pattern|
Structured and organized, you have a knack for thinking clearly.
You are very logical - and you don't let your thoughts get polluted with emotions.
And while your thoughts are pretty serious, they're anything from boring.
It's minds like yours that have built the great cities of the world!
I'm so bored. Let's have sex! Shit! Don't even think about it, Vivian! You are grounded! Anton is you BEST FRIEND EVER! Don't spoil a friendship just because you want to do anything.
I'm punishing myself now. I'm writing that one story Anton wanted for his BD. OK, you'll have it, hun. I hate writing about vampires, cos they're boring. Nothing happens. Chase, hunting, bite. Chase, hunting, bite. What's the good about it anyway? OK, punishment, here I come. Gladly I'm NOT posting that crap anywhere. Otherwise they'll let me hung somewhere. Hate it! HATE this story!
I hope he wouldn't like me to write a play, because I'm gonna kill myself.
Count Dracula, DIE!!!
So, it was so easy, eh? No, it isn't. But it could be...
Here we are:
Pathetic, isn't it? Yes, it is... What should it say? That I AM addicted to Discworld.
1. Go to ginaecologist (highly necessary)
2. Visit my mom. I really need to talk to her.
3. Meet S. She says she has some problems to share with me. OK, i'll listen to her with half ear, as always, because she is really boring. But she is a friend and friends have to be helped when they need a help.
4. Contact that stupid Mike from London. That author I'm editing is really good and I think that one story he produced is absolutely ready to publish. Let me see, what would Stupid Mike's genius brain produce.
5. Write my lawyer. I have to finish with that stupid document as soon as possible.
6. Call dad. If possible, go back to Paris. I need some new shoes. Damn, I can't keep my shoes.
7. Post that story on FF. I have to be honest, I am little bit late. It had to be posted today, but the beta didn't answer still. I guess he's in a the brown study because of my story. Now, I must confess again, I so much hate this story*. No, I really hate it. I started it, because Anton asked me and everyone knows I cannot refuse anything to Anton. Except one thing, but he would never ask for it.
8. Buy new lipstick, new eye shadows, new mascara, new... everything. I'm off cookies, there are no vegetables and mostly, no fruits in my fridge. So - shopping - necessary.
9. Hire someone to kill my boss. Oh, I hate him! Die, stupid, die!
10. Go to my shrink. I need new therapy.
*Excuse me, but who would like this:
'I have a job for you...' with that voice that could melt hearts.
I really have a job for them. I want my boss inhumed. I hate him. He made me suffer this week and I will never forgive that! I could be very cruel and I've decided that the assassins could be less trouble for us both.
When I hate, I hate. And he knew that. Why did he do that, let someone explain me? Because of his sheepish idiotism I've spent my birthday away from my family and friends and I got into troubles. Someone has to pay and it wouldn't be me. That's sure.
|Your Star Wars Name And Title|
Your Star Wars Name: Vivje Anmos
Your Star Wars Title: Avostr of Rehtom
|You Are 90% Pure|
You're so pure ... you make a nun look like a whore!
There's a lot of life's dark side left for you to experience... if you want to.
I wrote it in one go, didn't even edited it, just sent it to J. OK, I know, it's weird. I do that mistake constantly. Act too spontaneously. How stupid, isn't it? Well, that's me. Everything I write is mostly spontaneous. I know, that's a big problem, but I'm trying to solve it, OK?
Really, I wish I was dead. That horrible insomnia kills me. I know, soon enough I wouldn't have any strenghts to do anything. I am not getting pills. Not yet. The doctor says that's the final step. If I go to pills, then I'm dead. Drugged or dead, what's the difference?
Anton is curious. He doesn't believe I have a sleep disorder. Stupid friend! Why are you calling yourself a friend then? Doesn't been friend means to trust and support? At least I think and act this way.
Ellen is more co-operative. She makes that tea from that one herb which name I cannot remember again, and it sort of helps. Sometimes it doesn't. I've noticed, if I use the herb for longer than a week, it stops helping at all.
I don't know what to do. It's 5 am already and I can't sleep. What to do? I'm really worried. My brain needs to rest. But it can't.
I need help!
Your Greed Quotient: 13%
You're anything but greedy. You're eager to share and give to others.
For you, collecting material possessions is more trouble than it's worth!
|You Are a Dare Devil|
For you, life is one big dare.
And you're all in for any adventure.
Others find you exciting, inspiring, and a bit intimidating.
You're biggest challenge at this point is trying to top yourself!
|Your Stress Level is: 28%|
You are slightly prone to stress, but generally you keep it under control.
You know how to relax and take things as they come, even when your worlds seems to be falling apart.
Occasionally, you do let yourself get stressed out, but you snap out of it pretty quickly.
|Your Intrapersonal Intelligence Score: 98%|
Your Intrapersonal Intelligence is Very High
You've spent a lot of time introspecting, and it's really paid off.
You are comfortable with who you are, and you have a life philosophy that you are happy to live by.
And you're always re-evaluating what you believe. Because you learn something new about yourself each day!
| You scored as Mae West. You are the one who is fully in control of your own life. You know exactly where you're going and what you want to do. You are confident and self assured and aren't afraid to speak your mind.|
You have an authorative sex appeal and the older you get the sexier you'll become.
Sometimes you have to step back a bit, don't be over-confident and you'll be perfect!
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Which Classic Screen Goddess are you? (pics)
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OK, I'll press myself, but... Oh, I thought I would have the time I need for a blitz-story. umm... I doubt it would be such, it seems SOME people are jerks. Meaning my colleagues that DON'T LET ME REST FOR A WHILE!
I need these lazy days, I'm sleeping most of the time, since yesterday evening (I went to bed at about 10 pm) I slept until now (it's almost noon) Shock! I've never sleep that much. Really. It seems the body takes what it needs (including the brain, it gets tired much more - especially with me)
OK, I'll write the fucking story. I will. Just need some time. OK?
| You scored as Boudicca. I am Boudicca. I am a strong and valiant Queen of the Iceni. I am proud. I hate injustice, and when the Romans ruin my people and take my lands, I rally my people and fight them.|
Which Female Heroine Are You?
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Survey, survey, here we come!
| You scored as Blue. Your heart is blue. You are a very calm and relaxed person. You are very caring and like helping others. You're grateful for what you have in life, even if it's not perfect. People love you for who you are, don\'t ever change that- it's what makes you the great person that you are.|
~What colour is your heart?~
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